My Love Is Like...WOAH!!

2003-09-30T18:04:00.000+08:00

Aminut

"i really like
what you've done to me
i can't really explain it
i am so into you..."

Fabolous ft Tamia

2003-09-27T02:14:00.000+08:00

Think About It

"Work like you don't need the money
Love like you've never been hurt
And Dance like no one is watching..."

you make me feel like dancing

The story goes that two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face.

The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE."

They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him.

After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE."

The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now you write on a stone. Why?"

The other friend replied: "When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."
LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.

"?? Which Season Am I??"
You're Most Like The Season Spring ... Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you smile at the world and expect it to smile back at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent person. Described as cute possibly. However, you're a little naive about things and tend to be a little too trustworthy. As the first season, It Makes you the youngest - and so most immature - but people are inclined to look out for and protect you. Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)

You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p

What kind of kiss are you?
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2003-09-27T01:13:00.000+08:00

It's a lil bit funny, this feeling inside...

Today was photoshoot today. Everybody i mean almost all of us were clad in either balck or red..so nice to see us all united. Sem 2 Grp 1 has become really close compared to the beginning of the semester. That was when we thought everybody was being stuck up and snobbish. But today was the day we strengthen our bond..sigh...and just when i thought we were about to get along so well...we have to part. Everybody will be going their own ways next year...some might not evenbe here in Taylor's anymore...

To Sem 2 Grp 1...we were a bunch of crazy monkeys. Keep that spirit going and spread Crazy-ism to the world!!!

Got back my public speaking results today. Got an A-. sigh...better than nothing. Quite happy with the results. Although i was hoping for an A.

Thx to all of you guys for your supprt and words of encouragement ;)

May
Stubborn and hard-hearted
Strong-willed and highly motivated
Sharp thoughts
Easily angered
Attracts others and loves attention
Deep feelings
Beautiful physically and mentally
Firm standpoint
Easily influenced
Needs no motivation
Easily consoled
Systematic (left brain)
Loves to dream
Strong clairvoyance
Understanding
Sickness usually in the ear and neck
Good imagination
Good debating skills
Good physical
Weak breathing
Loves literature and the arts
Loves travelling
Dislike being at home
Restless
Not having many children
Hardworking
High spirited
Spendthrift

Does your name begin with: L
You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your _____expression of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. "You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated ".

What Turns A Taurus On?
Stability and dependability characterize Taurus. They like people who can blend and grow with them. If you have a Taurus partner you should appreciate all things bright and beautiful. They have an inherent artistic sense and are fond of color and music. Judge the life with them from purely materialistic point of view. Enjoy everything luxurious that money can provide. Enjoy good food (better if you can cook to please them) and good drinks with them.

What Turns A Taurus Off?
Taurus is very slow to anger (in fact you may spend the whole life with them and still no spark) but you should not push your luck too much. Being unreasonable or aggressive with them may get you into trouble. Do not press him into a corner and if you do be prepared for a violent rage. Taurus is capable of violent outbursts though this is on very rare occasions. If you have a roving eye forget it because Taurus have can take the cake when it comes to being possessive. They can be suffocating when being possessive about you.

....*senyum kambing*....

2003-09-22T23:30:00.000+08:00

It's over..it's over now move over...

PUBLIC SPEAKING FINALS FINALLY OVERRR!!!...yeah babay!I bet Sarah, Eemay are feeling the same way too. Now we can sit through Tuesday and Wednesday not worrying about anything, just sit and laugh at those who are about to embarass themselves. Muahahahahha....erm..sorry.

Messh and Veena, thank you so much for the sketch. You guys were great!!

K, I recently found out thatt i'm the the conventional kinda girl. Yes, i love receiving flowers, i love surprises...i'm 3/4 a hopeless romantic. I would like to open my closet one day and see a bouquet of flowers waiting to be in my open arms.

My heart would melt if my darling could jazz up my pms days by leaving me little gifts in the drawer where i keep my pads...

hug me from behind and squeeze me in his arms...ahhh

ANYWAY...i'm just watching the Emmy's on NTV 7, "Everybody Loves Raymond" RULES!!! That lady who plays the mother in "Malcolm In the Middle"....argh can't remember her name...well she had really nice hair. Really spunky yet elegant in a way..i'm trying to get her pic..it's nowhere to be seen!

Ellen Degeneres, spices, japanese and variety???...Muahahahahah...she was HILARIUOS!

What kind of girl you like
I know my looks can be deceivin'
Tell me am I your type
My main goal is to please ya

2003-09-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

.....sunggle up in bed on a rainy day, just you and me keeping each other warm. you sleeping on my lap telling me bout your screwed up job while i twirl your hair in my fingers...watching raindrops...sipping coffee, you listening to my complaints and trying to destress me....

tickle me...
pillow fights...
hugging me from behind...kissing my neck..

and falling asleep in your arms.....

i long for you

2003-09-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

Are You Ready For Sex?

That's the title of my speech for public speaking finals tomorrow. I don't know why but i'm just not nervous and that is making me nervous. BUt i think i wll be 5 minutes before my turn tmrw. I'm number 13...LUCKY 13 that is!

i know the colour of love...and it lives inside of you

Listening to really shitty love songs...argghh..i don't know why am i doing this to myself. I tell others not to listen cause you'll definitely get pangs of depression and loneliness. BUT here i am...listening to Boyz II Men- Four Seasons of Loneliness

Shanice
Aretha Franklin
Toni Braxton
Babyface
Brandy-Have you ever...
Selena
Olivia Newton John

aaarrghhhhhhhhh.....

My good friend Jennifer (hey vico if u're reading) has found..ahem..her special SOMEONE. It's her 1st and his name is Kelvin..(see jen i'm giving u publicity!...ain't i an angel??) I am really really happy for her and jealous at the same time. AND her mom really like him. Well jen, take it nice and slow yea....do the slow jam babay...

what the world needs now is love sweet love...it's the only thing that is just too little of

that's what i need too...

...But baby can't you see
There's nothing else for me to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you...
...My head is saying "Fool, forget him"
My heart is saying "Don't let go"
Hold on 'till the end
That's what I intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you...

...I'm not trying to
Make you feel uncomfortable
I'm not trying to
Make you anything at all
But this feeling
Doesn't come along every day
And you shouldn't
Blow the chance
When you got the chance to say
I love you, I love you
I honestly love you...

*breakdown*

2003-09-17T21:18:00.000+08:00

It's raining it's pouring....

some crying bug must have bitten most of us in class today...one started the rest continued...

2003-09-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

Love is UNpreeeDICtable!

NOW

50 YEARS LATER (i hope..)

2003-09-16T23:10:00.000+08:00

How True?

Q: What will you be like 10 to 15 years from now?

A: You are burnout personified. rich and succesful, stressed and overworked. You loathe men and relationships with every fiber of your being.

do I???

and here's an interpratation of my name...(Acrophonology)

Lim- You are fair-minded sometimes to the point of being opinionated. You have a strong need to be loved and appreciated. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You are always involved with projects and things to do.

May-You are always involved with projects and things to do. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. Your independence and freedom are important to you.

Lyn-You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness are important to you. You must learn to give the same freedom to others that they want for themselves. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind.

Eh?

Just finish crying. But i guess for all those who watched Burning Flame 2 will definitely breakdown into tears..poor lil girl lost her father. In the show he said something really meaningful...and it really got me thinking.."Life Is Short-Make The Best Out of Every Second" or something like that...but obviously you know what i mean..

and by the way, matthew "mr.broad shoulders"...your friend, Ian, was such an ass today..hahhahah...he's going to be in deep shit..

This thing called love
It cries
In a cradle all night
It swings
It jives
It shakes all over like a jelly fish
I kinda like it
Crazy little thing called love

2003-09-16T01:08:00.000+08:00

random picture-ing

2003-09-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

polka dotted j.lo

2003-09-15T20:09:00.000+08:00

Never Ever

Guess what?...my parents received a letter saying that i skipped 10 classes all together!..It kinda shock me because i did give in my mc when i was absent for three days. Half way through class me mom called and ask what the hell was going on? why was i skipping classes? did i go lepaking or roaming around the whole of kl? I think i can undersatnd why she got so mad. It's like me parents paid so much and here i am skipping classes. As a matter of fact, i did skip class BUT i didn't use the time for shopping...all the time was dedicated to the fucking assignments!

-IMC
-GC
-CR

So, i explain everything to my mom from A-Z in case she start having other thoughts like me mixing with the bad company or what shit stuff parents will come up with. While on the phone, suddenly got so emotional ( have no freaking idea why!?!)..tears just started rolling down. Tasted pretty salty actually. Anyway i think the most crucial part was when my said "if u behave like that, i don't know what u will become when u go to australia"...But i told her many many times that i don't just simply skip classes..i think she understand why i had to skip classes..hopefully.

OK lets forget about that...not that bigadeal anyway. So ppl, how do you like my new skin? A lil' retro and very MY colour of the moment..I'm in the mood of POLKA DOTS..sudden fetish! There's a really nice top from Ms.Selfridge, white with black polka dots.

Absolutely GORGEOUS! & EXPENSIVE!

I think it is about rm 89 or 90-smth. I wish i could just put that top in my bag and just walk out..but just don't have the heart to. It's really pricey for a just a top. SIGH..wonder who's gona be kind enough to get me that top. NOBODY!...ahahha i think i just have toget it own my own..someday i will but i don't know how!
I'm trying to bloody find a picture of J.lo in polka dots but i just can't find it when i want to...you know when you don't want something and it keeps popping up but when u really want it and need it you just can't find it anywhere!!

i guess love is like that too eh? Life's like that...what am i to do?...sit and wait i guess..no i'm not desperate (a common misconception about me) maybe sometimes i just pang too much..hehehhe..

REALLY

i really like, what you've done to me, i can't really explain it, i am so into you...

polka dotted senorita

2003-09-15T20:08:00.000+08:00

just testing!

testing

testing

That's what friends are for...

2003-09-09T17:29:00.000+08:00

Last Sunday, on the way to dinner, i heard my mom saying that if my dad came out of the company he's currently working for and start off on his own business, DEFINITELY there will be alot of of people backing him up. One thing is because he is a Relationship-Motivated Leader. To him, friends are the essence of life. That is one trait which i think i inherited from my dad. So this post is dedicated to all my friends out there.

People that i want to thank:- ( in no particular order)

- Angelyn for supplying me money when i only have ten buckeroos in me purse...
- Sarah for helping me to my part for moral when i was down with flu...
- Cheryl for remembering me when the salesgirl gave her a poster of Travis and asking for another one...for me
- Eemay for the Estee Lauder Intense Pleasure perfume...
- Yiwen for always being so helpful especially when it come to powerpoint...
-Apu for his generous contribution of help and his no-issues-ism...and for being so thoughtful...
- The p'ng family for sticking through all assignments...
-Piaree and Krystle for being so cooperative in the process of the assignments...
- Jacey for her Jacey Approach
- Cheryl for her Cherylism
-June for her Purpleism
-Meesh for sharing her ever-flowing inspirations and experiences...
-Losh for her gracefulness...
-Ashvin for her loudness and humour...
-Veena for making me wish i had such a muscular boyfriend...
-Matthew for his (or her) selfishness...
- Huey Teng for her "like that AH!-ism"...
-Mr. K for his jampi...
-Lady Luck, My Lucky Star & My Guts for meeting and going up to OSCC...

and finally God for giving me such WONDERFUL AND MAGNIFICENT friends...

Love you all sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo MUCH....

Crazy in love...with assignments

2003-09-04T01:44:00.000+08:00

These few weeks have been CRAZY!...assignments due like nobody's business. We were suppose to hand in one assignment a week not three in a week!...Taylor's and their promises.

Right.

Haven't been blogging for quite a while...haven't got by comment thingy done yet. Sigh, it's a screwed up life...cold, hungry, lonely and sad. Being down with flu for three weeks isn't me ideal life. Haven't eaten chicken rice for a long time. I think i'll eat chicken rice tomorrow...then watch Italian Job...do they even have chicken rice at pyramid?...

Anyway...merdeka hols was a failure. Went to penang and got sick again. Down with fever and flu. But this time was different. Mummy was there by me side. ahahahha....ever since have been away from her, things have different. She's doesn't nag that much anymore, more open to stuff and has been more liberal with $$$.
And as usual, the movie group is always on par with the latest release. We have watched everything from SWAT to Pirates of the Caribbean. Hopefully we get to watch Italian Job tomorrow.

Bloom...so cute....Depp...freaking hilariuos

love was made for me and you

Rollin'

2003-08-12T00:43:00.000+08:00

Shitty exams!! very VERY shitty....they drain your all your strength away from you and leave you like a fish flipping,jumping and dancing in the open air, dying to be thrown into the deep blue sea....

Well, exams are finally over..thank god..felt so much lighter. NO more burning oils, drinking LOADS of coffee and talking to yourself while the rest are in slumberland!! Ahhh...there's nothing better than going shopping after exmas...RIGHT AFTER exams that is...the p'ng family headed for midvalley. Sarah the burfday grrl paid for our food...ehehhe...libby must be so happy! We watched GOOD COPS:BAD BOYS which was so-so only....but loads of explosion and SPEEDING in a silver ferrari!...WOOHOO...i wish i was the one driving...chasing after the Mexican Drug Lord rather than BEING driven to college everyday...so sllowwwwwwwww so BORING...so...argghh...LIFELESS. Anyway that's life when you don't have your license yet!...stop laughing!Before the movie, we did a little shopping. AHA!....for the 1st time i went with rm100 and came back with the same amount of money..ehe...if there's a will,there's a way! WEll actually it's because i was going shopping with me cuz on saturday...so had to save some $$$.

So on Saturday....D day...had to wait until 5 just for my cuz to come back. We were suppose to leave home by 2:30!!...but i din't get mad at her. She had to stay back at the office a "little" while and had to take her ancient car to the hospital. Flirted with the mechanic and then FINALLY she came home.

ALAS!...we were at KLCC. In and out we went, from one shop to another. I was having a terrible headache..no..it was not the atmosphere...maybe too many late nights. SEE how HARDWORKING i was! So shopping was the BEST reward. and i bought...

1. sweater
2. 2 tops
3. a bag for dad (birthday)
4. jeans

ohh...SHIT go to run now...

2003-07-25T00:12:00.000+08:00

Belaian Jiwa
kau menyentuh hatiku
dengan belaian yang lembut
kau bagaikan bintang yang bersinar
selalu dalam hatiku...

If You Come Back
I waited till my tea's gone cold
I waited till my heart turn to stone
I am oh so all alone
hurt
and lonely
If only you were here...

Best In Me
when you were here I could see through elephant skin
when you were here I could eat the whole of Thai Corner
when you were here I could cook a 10 course meal
now I am just a piece of shit...

I refuse to look into your eyes
I refuse to know your presence
...........I don't dare try.............

Don't Treat Me Like A Fool
No more his and byes
i know you are avoiding me...
No more eye contacts
what you take me for?
some kinda fool???

foolish

2003-07-24T08:11:00.000+08:00

Upon request..cheryl asked me to add this...
Sometimes i wonder...if guys can give themselves a blowjob

she wonders a lil too crooked eh?!?

2003-07-20T14:57:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I Wonder...

Sometimes i wonder...if assignments are made to kill students.
Sometimes i wonder...why we can't lick our elbow?
Sometimes i wonder...why some ppl get married at such a young age?
Sometimes i wonder...how ppl differentiate wine year 1982 from wine year 1981?
Sometimes i wonder...why the more pricey the clothes, the lesser the materials?
Sometimes i wonder...what in the world is justin and cameron doing together?
Sometimes i wonder...nah...nth.....i'm lifeless..........................

2003-07-16T19:23:00.000+08:00

SO ME!!!

*scratching head and ass*..TODAY.....sigh..went to college with rm100 & came home with none! This morning when i bought breakfast, kind-hearted cashier gave me loose change..9 rm10s. Felt so rich suddenly. Told him to give me loose change so that it will be easier for me to bring only rm10 to college everyday(save money for "rainy days"). The usual group was planning to go to pyramid for lunch..so i told them that i was only going to spend on food and i swore upon oscc!

Unfortunately...being the usual me..after Dave's Deli we headed to Miss Selfridge to check out the rm99 jeans which was pretty nice. So i tried them on, took 12 coz 10 looked kinda small but in the end had to go down to 8(YIPPIE!) coz it's stretchable(sheesh)...fit on really well so i ended up buying it. Had not enough cash so had to borrow from ee may and sarah (thx guys..will return debts tmrw). Borrowed another 8 from angie for alteration ;p

*starts thinking and analyzing foolish act did today*...Ahhh...what the hell!..who cares right? it's the close- to- perfect pair of jeans and it's SO cheap!...rite? rite? RIGHT PPL?????

SOMEBODY PLS TELL ME I'M RIGHT!!!

oscc yesterday: once at corridor (but can't see clearly..and think he's a lil freaked out by angie and i)

oscc today: NIL =(

SO angie,..wat dya think???...this is the one pic that looks more or less like oscc...yup dermot mulroney. not exactly but no doubt there is slight resemblence. ;)

2003-07-14T21:01:00.000+08:00

When Will I See You Again?

Not seeing oscc for about a week is really torturing!!!...saw him around 9 this morning...OMG. The whole class was at the zoo waiting nervously for their turn to present their speech(was suppose to go 1st!...howevevr did not prepare cue cards so had to tear paper smaller...saved by the paper...hahaha p'ng u LUCKY STAR!) Then as kelvin was talking how one cannot simply love somebody at 1st sight...oscc came walking through the corridors of taylor's law and engineering office. clad in a grey shirt all shaved and clean he looked like a......ohh no other words could describe him better than..HOT! I couldn't help my eyes but was practically looking at him!...can't help but notice that a number of ppl were looking at him too*nudge nudge...angie, sarah, meesh!!* what a contradicting sentence huh kelvin!....by the time oscc vanished into the turn...i didn't know what the hell kelvin's speech was all about.

My speech was o-kay i guess...stuttered a lil. But i think i was stabil (i hope). classes suck as usual. BORING!! Went to carrefour with angie & sarah today(the usual). headed to Starbucks, after angie & sarah satisfied their cravings...it was time i satisfied my hunger pangs!...had sausage pastry at 10, of course i'll be hungry at 2 smth rite!?..went to A&W for waffles. (sorry..am on a diet..trying to keep track of food consumption..) We were arguing over how old is oscc...sarah said he's in his late 20s, but angie and i could even picture him with a wife and kid but sarah still said NOOOOOO...he's too hot and cool to be a dad! Finally sarah said that we should all look at his ring finger..aha...smarty pants(come to think abt it...wat if he's married but he doesn't wear his ring?!?) shucks..

Went sun-worshipping cum swimming with dory aka Ellen DeGeneres(My Point...And I Do Have One bought it at Carrefour for only rm 25!!)this book is freaking hillarious!!! i.e..Now, the gift. i was under the mistaken impression(boy, hindsight is always twenty-twenty, isn't it?) that the party was for your wedding shower. That's why i got what i considered to be a gag gift. i didn't know it was a party for your grandmother's 90th birthday. Otherwise, i never would have gotten her the crotchless underwear and the coupon for a free nipple piercing. LMAO!!!

Sigh...another day just drift pass like that. But today was REALLY good! eheheh...you know why *wink wink*

Watched Paperback Hero & Someone Like You back-to-back on Sunday....Hugh Jackman so deliciousss....Sssizzlingly IRRESISTIBLE!!!

2003-07-11T23:34:00.000+08:00

i don't know why...but i suddenly miss him. i want to see him so badly....*PANGS*

there's smth i want u to noe...whenever i see u..i just want u around...

2003-07-11T23:28:00.000+08:00

Blessing In Disguise

Be it strangers or close friends, i am sure all of us pour sympathy into Laleh and Ladan Bijani's cups. i did. It was indeed very brave of them to make such a risky decision to go for the operation. i guess they could no longer bear the thought of sticking together for the rest of their lives..so it was do or die for them. Maybe to them, life is meaningless if it means having to stick together forever not being able to pursue their own dreams.

i think by now Laleh is already a journalist for Heavenly Gazette and Ladan is working as a lawyer in Innocent Law Firm Sdn. Bhd..So i think their tickets to heaven are actually blessings in disguise. ALAS! they are seperated. Walking in seperate ways..doing their own stuff individually!...

May God Bless Their Seperate Souls

This reminds me of Stephanie Tan who passed away in 1998. She died about two weeks before christmas. i had a dream about her two weeks after her death. we were sitting somwhere like a bar, just me and her, talking. the bar is decorated with colourful rainbow flowers and the floors are like puffs of clouds. yeap...we were like in heaven. i asked what happened? why did u faint all of a sudden?...she said it was because she could take the pain no more. she just wanted it to go away so badly.

Finally, her wish came true. she said she woke up and the pain was all gone. The dream ended there. I wanted to tell her mom and Papa Leo and her sis that she is where she deserves to be...but i never had a chance to. i will one day...i will.

~Steph, thx for being such a great friend. i will always remember you...~

2003-07-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

PANGS!?!

After reading jacey's blog, i really had pangs of desperation and loneliness. I too wish to be with my "salmon" enjoying the reflections of Darling harbor on the black sea..sitting on the steps, jus me and him in our own bubble; talking, kissing, hugging and just breathing in the air of romance around me, him serenading to me and just simply be beside him under the beautiful stars...sigh...HOWEVER i don't have one right now! yeaa...that's what i mean by pangs. My friend, Daphne, is now in Oz too...all expenses paid her beloved baby, Joe. She's really into him and although he's been there for pretty long..her heart is still with him but nobody else!...sometimes i wonder how couples do that!?!

i really haven't been in a relationship for a while, so i can't really can't remember THAT feeling.

But i think most of you will agree with me that now is the time where we are so unstabil in our lives...flying to Oz or the States to study, but there is no doubt that you get pangs too right?!??!?!?!....pls let me know that i'm not the only one!
Quite a number of my friends already found their "significant other half"...i don't know what that means..but wateva it maybe i wish u guys all the best in your relationship...for i really envy u guys.... :(

However, looking at the bright side of life...went to the movies today. Watched Dumb & Dumberer. Really hillarious but sheer dumb stupidity ruled the entire movie...good for a laugh though.

Tmrw will one fine day...start with Rafi's....woo hoo *blows trumpets*....am going to wear me new punjabi suit..just the top 1st.heheh...feel really uneasy coz i've nvr seen myself in anything like this!!....*keeping fingers crossed*

ps: saw Orlando Bloom in a HUGE poster of Pirates of the Caribbean...he looks soooooo HOT in brunette!!...hehhehe,,....
Right SARAH!!!!!!!

if yer want him, come and get him!!!

2003-07-08T17:59:00.000+08:00

Amigos Para Siempre!!!

Classes are getting down right boring and it is just so difficult to drag our ass to class. Lecturers are lifeless..classes are like cold storage. and we are expected to get good grades!!...por favor Taylor's, turn down ur fucking "snow-con"!! Mr.Kumar was on mc so we had 3 FREAKING HOURS OF BREAKS!!! Without my Friends i don't think i can get through one day of class.

Guys...u're my thosai and i'm your chutney/ sambal ayam

Angie, Sarah. Libby, Emay and i went to meidiya then rafi's(we are regualr customres ya noe...ehehehhe...GIVE IT UP FOR RAFI'S) had our roti tissue and all three curries as usual. Talked, blabber, gossip, chitchat,let the cat out of the bag to pass time. Ahhhh...that's what friend are for ain't it. Went for class at 12. Learned sex education in Moral class. From HIV to oral sex to using plastic bags to prevent HIV or AIDS! the plastic bag one was something i have never heard! For those who can't afford condoms, plastic bags from the coffee shops is your alternative! make sure the plastic bag doesn't have sweat holes ya !!

HueyTheng was really having a really BAD DAY. gave her bf a leetr telling him she wants to breakup and he just doesn't seem to care. that guy is a pure BASTARD! he expects her to accept him as he is but he wants her to change for him!??!....wat the hell?....doesn't he even care bout her feelings? we were all consoling her. hope she feels much better by now. I think she loves him more than he does...i guess..her eyes were all swollen and she looked so pale.
huey theng....it takes time to forget him...don't worry...we'll help u get through it!!

saw cab today. was in front of him twice. neither one of us said hie. i just don't know what's wrong with ME. why in the name of God am i feeling upset over this small shit!

a few questions that i need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
i need to know what i've done wrong
and how long it's been going on?

:l

well...here's dessert..

2003-07-08T01:04:00.000+08:00

Mrs Farrell? or Mrs Brewster?

mmm...cuz slept really "early" last night. she had mocha ice blended and couldn't sleep till 3:30 am. so she's hit the sack already that means FREEDOM!....I CAN USE THE NET UNtiiil i feel sleepy..hehe.

meesh was saying how much she wants to be Reehan Engineer's wife. HA...fat hopes meesh! yup, that's what every crazy fan will hope and WISH AND DIE FOR!! I remembered when i was in primary school, i was CRAZY about Lee from 911..(yea yea...laugh on..i bet u guys were the same too). He was THE cutest eye candy with the sweetest voice ever. then came along BSB with their killa "I'll never break your heart" and "Anywhere for You". OMG...my heart just melted into runny caramel whenever that song was on the airwaves. I wanted to get married with AJ McLean and Nick Carter!..(eeewww...bad taste...*shudder*)

Then N'sync hit the charts with their smash hit "Tearin' Up My Heart" and then JC Chasez was my hubby. Then i was single and lonely for a while until i found Usher...("Bedtime" RULEZZZZ...check that hit out..it's luvaleeee) then "Nice and Slow" became the ideal i-want-to-make-out-with-a-hot-guy-to-that-song trend. Then who else was on the list...hmmm...let me see...Josh Hartnett! James Penfold! Rod Brewster! and now it's Colin Farrell.mm. mmm...BAD BOY!!!....TASSTAE

But they all seem a little too far away...So...hmmm....Mrs oscc????.....ahahahha.. nah just kidding!!!

2003-07-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

oooo yeahh babay!!!!...i'm sooo happy, estatic, cloud nine!!!!! ;D..hey come back here! don't just keep looking at colin!...well yes he's HOT alright. wipe of the saliva ppl...it's digusting!

anyway am really glad for a friend like wheelchair to guide me through my difficulties. i was waiting for u to come and collect ur reward SARAH! where the hell ya went???????

can't really do much today. have to share net with 25 year old cuz...arrgghhh...NO PRIVACY !!...humph

here's a lil smth to spice up YOUR lives!

2003-07-07T22:59:00.000+08:00

I DID IT!!!!!...*pops champagne*....WOO HOO HOO...GO MAYLYN U'RE THE GENIUS, WE GONA PARTAAYY LIKE U'RE DA GENIUS!! i did it!!!...i just did it!...i love sarah(my wheelchair) and i love google!!!

2003-07-07T22:55:00.000+08:00

2003-07-07T22:53:00.000+08:00

*sobs* i CAN'T doo IT!!!!!!!!!......and it's making me ANGRY!!!!...you won't like me when i'm angry

2003-07-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

sorry bout the all the red crosses...am learning how to post pics...unfortunately....sigh....
be patient ya!

2003-07-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

testing pic...

2003-07-07T21:52:00.000+08:00

reynaldo gianecchini

2003-07-06T16:01:00.000+08:00

OH GOD....back to doing assignments now! after that one month break, my fingers and brain are really rusty. can't seem to get myself started on my imc assignment. angie and libby have already done theirs. and here i am still stuck!..arrgghh...
but i know i can get it done in no time ...HAH...don't under estimate me baby!

this is the remix to ignition poppin' fresh out of the kitchen

2003-07-05T18:26:00.000+08:00

i almost lost me blog just now!!!!!!!!!!!...THANK GOD for dr.sarah.for all the time she has sacrifice for me blog. thank you sarah. u r the best. pls proceed to meidiya on monday fo your reward! have to go for dinner with uncle jasper and family from hong kong. don't feellike going.but wat can i do!...i'll just go and enjoy myself. and be sure to not eat too much.

visited mdm Zorra online just now. she said i might elope with the man i love, may have to be prostitute because have been force by hubby and i might get married to a man of different religion and my kids will suffer confusion in religion and beliefs!
i wonder if that's all true. anyway i don't believe in this. i live my life minute by minute!!...tra

when a man loves a woman...he can do no wrong...Turn his back on his best friend...If he puts her down

2003-07-05T17:20:00.000+08:00

my bubble blog is missing!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2003-07-05T00:04:00.000+08:00

WAT??..NO PARKING!!!

poor angie..thank god i'm not the one driving...for i may have already crash the car into the shopping complex! we were going round and round, up and down to find a bloody parking! unfortunately...angie accidentally bumped into the car in front on the hind bumper(that's what a bumper is for ain't it..to BUMP)...and that old saggy bitch came out of the car and started showing hands and legs screaming, her lungs out because of of a teeny weeny bump. hope she gets sore throat for a month!!!!!

i spend another rm100 today...aarrgghh...bought t-shirt, earrings and blusher(have been eyeing on that for a long time!). dun to regert or not to regret. the earrings were superb, shirt was cheap(F.O.S) and blusher was to die for...hmm..i think it's pretty wotrh it then. well going out with the lets-go-shopping-and-eating clan is damnnnnnn exciting and pure FUN...we just laugh our heads off, eat ice cream till fatness tear us apart(or not) and drink all lemonade from Auntie Anne's.

food at cheers was fantastic. MARVELLOUS!!!...italian omelette.....was mm mmmm....GARLIC BREAD was oohh soo GOOOODDD and the onion rings!!....
shit...i'm feeling so fat rite now...am going to start diet on monday...going to control food so can spend more on CLOTHES!

ohh and i saw oscc today...looked soooooooooooooooooo HOT!!....I just wanna love u baby, Always thinkin of u baby!!

2003-07-04T10:40:00.000+08:00

CHEERS!!

TGIF!!....today is the day all of my friends have been waiting for. we are going to CHEERS..ash's dad'd pub. famous for the one and only ITALIAN OMELETTE! I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO GO THERE AND GET FAT...ahhh...who cares abt excess flab now! all i can think of is food! food! food! and no food for me tonight!...after that we're going SHOPPING!!!!. i have set myself a limit..(at least i guess i did...) brought only 150 bucks to shop. no, i won't simply spent my money on thing thati already i have...i know i can do it! i just know it!
all of us are so gungho abt eating and shopping..libby even brought a camera!...she just so full of life. howevr she gets blurer by day. nvm bout her.

guess wat?...i'm on to the second book of bridget jones:the edge of reason. she's still with mark darcy and trying to get use to living with him...hmmmmm...staying with boyfriend so fast??....BOOOOOORRINNNNGGGG

anyway...am in fucking cold com lab rotating pictures. SO LAME!

half an hour more than i'll be free!!....CHEERS..here we come...bring on the omelette babayy!

Can u rock wit me (aww baby)
Non-stop for me
Can u take it to the top for me
I just wanna love u baby
Always thinkin of u baby
Can u roll with me (ooo baby)
All over me
Can u take control of me
I just wanna love u baby
Always thinkin of u baby

2003-07-03T09:19:00.000+08:00

Testing the comments link.
-sarah-

2003-07-02T22:44:00.000+08:00

Barenaked

feel VERY stupid today...msgd cab to apologise..arrgghh. wat the hell was that for? i really don't know how that happened but it just did.anyway im glad it's over..although he didn't reply.

Breakdown

2003-07-01T19:16:00.000+08:00

got a new skin...wat dya think? nice n blue eh..well blue is my fav colour. so here u go..for your viewing pleasure!

2003-07-01T18:18:00.000+08:00

Euphoria?

no words can describe how i feel today....it is far more beyond words...it feels like all troubles have been flush down the toilet today. lol. all i can today is smile :) smile an everlasting smile a smile can bring u near to me 1st..saw cab..felt extremeeeeeeeeeeeely happy. still feeling it ;P. on the way back to class i saw him walking towards the stairs. anie and i were going up and he was coming down with 2 other friends..clad in white(he looks DAMN GORGEOUS in this plain colour) collar T. blood started going all topsy turvy could hardly even feel legs...then he waved at me and i waved back(DUH!)..lol...ooooooooohhh all i wanted to do was to go up to him and get lost in his eyes...but i couldn't..so i walked up the stairs and act normal while inside of me and earthquake was going on.we met at the stairs i said hie n he said byeee cos he was going down.AFTER that i grabbed angie's hand for i couldn't balance myself.OMG he is soooooo delicious!

Then after lunch on the way to class...i saw oscc...yeah.we were actually talking bout him because i haven't seen him for like 3 days. and i was telling my friends ohh maybe his wife had to give birth so he took a day off.SUDDENLY when i turned to my right i saw him walking towards our way, going back to his cubicle i suppose.he looked like he just drop out from the cover page of some magazine!OMG he looked sooooooooooooooooo bloooooody HOT!he was wearing a blue shirt and he looked so HOT in it! and i think he did smth to his facial hair i guess cause he looked a lil different...he looked so handsome!

THAT was the good part of today. the bad part is assignments keep coming aagain...sigh...not all of them are interesting but i think they are pretty good. for moral education, i was given the topic Hinduism. which to me is preety intersting. am looking forward to undersatnd this religion better. but moral teacher sucks big time! he doesn't know his work at all. he just repeat our answers but change the sentence structure...hmph..some kind of moral teacher he is! For Issues In Media Content...my individual assignments require me to watch tv for 5 hous...ahhh easy job baby! am going to watch today..ntv7..includes sitcoms like malcolm in the middle, everybody loves raymond, caroline in the city and maggie winters...aha..i'm going to SO enjoy myself today and think of cab and oscc....*wanders off to dreamland to meet cab n oscc*

2003-06-30T19:44:00.000+08:00

What's going on???

SHIT!! SHIT!! SHITTTTT!.....spend money on clotes again today...have been spending soooooo much money on clothes lately. am feeling really. BUT...the top that i bought today was really worth the money i guess..NO I'M SURE IT'S WORTH IT...from RM 103 to RM51.50...eh...told ya it was cheap. it's not halter...i really dunno how to describe it...it's has green and black motives and a lil brown. kinda retro. REALLY NICe...love at first sight. haha. however i really have to stop splurging on clothes!...and I WILL!

flu is almost gone....YAY..voice is alomost back to normal. almost everybody i know is reading Harry Potter:Order of the Pheonixhmmmm....i wonder why i dun get influence at all...don't get me wrong. i LOVE the two movies and am reaaly keen on watching the third but i just don't have the ...mmmmm....how do i put it....erm..i'm just not gungho on reading it. but i'm really enjoying myself with Bridget Jones's Diary am just so addicted to it....it's really witty and hilarious!! i highly recommend it to EVERYBODY out there. am really jealous though. she ends up with a boyfriend but me....single *sobs* and always having pangs of loneliness and desperation*CRIES A RIVER*

not everything went well today...not that i expect it to be perfect but i was hoping i might bump into OSCC or maybe strike up a conversation with CAB...and that would be a perfect MON-DAY. only saw CAB but didn't say hie or look in his direction. feel hurtful sometimes for no reason watsoever.sigh...i just don't know why. who is CAB?...ooohhhh...i have not spoke of him yet ehhh....well he is THE guy with the most gorgeous eyes and smile i have ever seen ever since i started college. sarah pointed him out from the crowd on the 1st day of college in january if i'm not mistaken. it wasn't crush at first sight though. it was more of a crush at 3rd sight ...yeahh...at 3rd sight. i then got "obssess" over him...always on the look out for him..wanting to see those eyes that colud just melt all my troubles away....not that i'm stalking him but just wanted to see him....he has got really nice eyebrows too! y i called him CAB? well u see he has acne but he is stiil SO god damn cute...so cab is short for Cute Acne Boy.ehehehe.

everytime i look at you
i wish you look my way
and flash me that dazzling smile that really makes my day ]

then i got introduce to him by meesh...ahahahha....one of the happiest day of my life. got my SPM results and got to shook his hand!..but meesh keeps saying that i was acting like some snob which i wasn't....I WAS FREAKING NERVOUS I COULD HARDLY BREATHE!....imagine i had to do so many things at one time...i had to breathe, i had to move my file to the left hand because he wanted to shook my right hand, i had to smile, i had to look calm (which was fucking impossible; that explains my so called cocky "style"), i had to say hie, i had to look him in the eye AND i had to keep myself from falling into the drain!!...now you tell me how to do so many things in like 3 secs?!?!?!? After the handshake incident..we just say hie IF we meet each other eye to eye...sometimes not even a smile...now i don't know who's being the stuck up. but after a while I...i stress I made the effort to say hello..then things got "better".. when we saw each other he took the initiative to wave..which was by the way very very very heart melting for me. i don't know bout him...he might me getting loads of girls like me who despeartely wants to know him and might not even care if i exist!!!...ok im sorry for being so sensitive...ehehhehe...cool baby coooooool. the only time i really got a nice chat with hime which hardly even lasted 5 mins was when i got chewing gum on my pants. right smack near on my ass...while sarah and matthew were figuring out how to get the gum off my ass i waved at CAB and he came over to me and we "chatted". i asked if he had class and i can't remeber what his answer was (got lost in his eyes....was trying to find my way out)...then he ask me where i was going and i said home but am trying to get gum off my ass and he asked WHERE(im like...huh wat u dun get it??)...so i had no choice but to show him my ass...yes ppl..i din't know hat to do at that time...my brain wasn't functioning properly!!!....disfunctional. then he started laughing and i was checking on how was matt and sarah coming along with the gum...then cab touched me and said he had to go so we bid au revoir...adios..sayonara..ciao...selamat tinggal..bye.
but till today i still think he's cute after 6 months of seeing him in college everyday except during hols(one month semester break...imagine the pain i went through of not seeing him!!!!!!!!!!!!....ONE MONTH PPL! ONE MONTH!!) but i got thru it anyhow..ahahahhaha....i don't know how but i did.
ok enough of cab ....bridge is calling me........*yells back....COMING BRIDGE*

2003-06-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

Girls just wanna have fun...ohhh...girls just wanna have fun... Went shopping today...best stress theraphy. Woo Hoo!?!?? bought a pair of white sandals that looks a lil like new york city or bandaraya kl (KL city)...RM 45.90.. pretty cheap huh! today is mummy's birthday!!...GO MUMMY IT'S UR BIRTHDAY WE GONA PARTY LIKE IT'S UR BIRTHDAY mommy is 47 this year and still looks young...her secret?...eating her children's leftovers!...ahahahhahaha....nah just kidding...it must be in her genes i guess...hope those genes are in me!!!

i got a her intense pleasure perfume(my fave too...trying to ask her to give me a lil bit...ehehehhe) and pink lippie by estee lauder. only RM 190....really great bargain. it comes in a package though with a small make-up bag and a small two way powder. OHHH...i'm such a good daughter! she went for to celebrate with her amigos yesterday and daddy sent her 3 dozen roses while she was in the restaurant...AWWWWWW.....so rrooooomanntiicc!...U GO DADDY!

2003-06-27T22:48:00.000+08:00

still having flu...nose still block!! i have lost my sense of smelling!!!!!!!!! choosing skins aren't easy. so many choices...ALL problems starts from too many choices....aarrgghhh. i wanted to share a picture of nicholas gonzalez with u guys UNFORTUNATELY can't paste the pic in here...try going to www.mostbeautifulman.com. The guys there are DROP DEAD GORGEOUS! Trust me! i have good taste.

Oh by the way i don't think i have told u about ahem OSCC. he's the HOTTEST lecturer in Taylor's College. He has a lil'
bit of Raul (the football player from Real Madrid), a lil bit of Ralph Fiennes and a lil bit of the guy that Julia Roberts wanted to marry in My Best Fruiend's Wedding. get the pic??!?. he is reeeeaaaallyyy cute and he has a face ass..aha...YEA and he's my latest crush. he's in his late 20's i guess. real name is sulaiman al-zuhar. the funniest part is that i can picture with a wife on his right and a 2 year old daughter on his left! i don't know if he's married but who cares.. it's not like i will get a chance to talk to him!...
but no harm having fantasies and dreams rite!

so now there are only TWO good looking guys in Taylor's ; CAB and OSCC....who's CAB? aha...i tell u tmrw when i'm free and when nobody is fighting for the pc....nitez OSCC not forgetting CAB.

2003-06-27T20:48:00.000+08:00

oooooohhh...TGIF! i'm trying to get a new skin for my blog. wish me luck. hope nth goes wrong.

2003-06-27T11:00:00.000+08:00

guess wat??!?!...i'm going to watch Charlie's Angels at 12:30pm...ahahhahaha. i'm so glad so

2003-06-27T10:32:00.000+08:00

i am so coldddddddddddddd!!!....fuck the com lab!

2003-06-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

i really am pissed rite now...i typed smth so long just now and just couldn;t publish the bloody thing.ARRHGGHHHH....*breathing in....out...in....out....in....out*ok...i feel much better now.
I'M NEW, I'M NEW, I'M NEW, I'MMMMMMMMMMMM NEWWWW....yea put your hands in the air and swing them around like u just don't care. i got to know of this from sarah. then piaree started hers and i felt SO LEFT OUT!!..lol..so from today onwards every shit and rainbow that appears in my life will be here...so that ppl from EVERYWHERE can celebrate my accomplishments with me and drown my sorrows with me too. anyway i fell kinda shitty today. im having flu(oh not SARS-that's so passe!)

2003-06-26T22:36:00.000+08:00

testing testing